sayonara letter

inspired by PS I LOVE YOU GC

I found your goodbye letter,
Alone, crying from the loss,
Unable to face the reality, I’ll never see you again.
Sorrow fill up my heart, emptiness fill up in me, tears overflowing.

The past is in the past, there’s no way back.
I lost myself in happy memories, remained inside me,
Leaving no pain behind, reducing to nil those lonely years.
In tears, it’s more difficult to stand up, now that you’re not here.

I am selfish, I still need you, desire your smiles and warmth.
I love you, you fool. If only I could I’ll lose myself in your embrace, this time too.
. . . Words never to be spoken, wishes fading away in the starry sky.
Your smiles and laughs already missing. I miss you to death.

Where to go now? What to do next to be by your side ?

Yes. I’m selfish, I got addicted to your presence too much,
I still desire to open my arms and smile to you again.
But only emptiness remains. Your “it will be alright” erased.
Hey do you know, it’s not alright anymore.

How to live now that you’re not here?

Time’s up. Time stopped. The end begun.
If you’ll become dust, let me be the wind’s wings to carry you.
If you disappear into the sky, I’ll make snowflowers cover all places around.
Stars from Earth looking to the heavens.

No fears, love has no limits; definitly fate will bring us back together.
I’m happy for every moment spent by your side,
It gave me hope and trust in our tomorrows,
It melted my walls, making me laugh and smile.

Goodbye, bye bye; goodbye, it’s only a simple bye.

No matter how hard it may be,
I’ll still choose to be reborn by your side. I’ll never leave you alone.
Yes I’m selfish. You were created to make me happy,
Joining hands, embracing the future no matter what. Together.

Sayonara. Goodbye. It’s only a simple bye.
Sayonara… I love you and miss you to death. Now and forever.
I’ll keep searching you in this wild universe endlessly.
Next time for sure I’ll tell you

I love you

IRM – 16 march 2014
rewrote 16 april 2014